a whole new beginning.
4:49 PM |

Listening to: Send Away The Tigers by The Manics
Feeling: confused

The Manic Street Preachers are back! Sorry for the utter randomness, I'm just excited. And thanks for the comments you guys posted on the previous entry. Very interesting comments there.

Well, classes have started this week but not all the subjects. I was pretty disappointed when I found out that Ms Zi is going to teach us Advertising and Consumer Behaviour. She's nice but her lectures are a bit boring. Owh well, it's only the first week. Hopefully things will be better. Mr Naasir is our lecturer for Media, Culture and Society. I have a feeling I'm going to like this class. There'll be a group assignment where we have to pick a music video and discuss about it. I'm pretty excited about the project. Hmm, Miss Peggy is teaching Mass Media Law. It's good to see her again. I remember how nervous I was when I was a freshie. Her class was the first lecture I attended and she was really nice. She still is actually. But I bet it won't be as easy and smooth sailing like how it was during the first semester. I've been told that it's an extremely tough subject. Even Miss Peggy said it herself. We had our first class on Thursday. It was fun! I can't wait for the next class. There were some changes in the timetable but I haven't checked it out yet. I hope I don't have classes on Wednesdays cos it wasn't easy picking the tutes. But I did hear that Ms Naomi's going to teach Creative Strategy. I can't wait to see what the others think. Nyeh.

Although the new semester has just begun, I started to realize the changes. Changes in people, that is. It's funny how people can just change like that. You think you know everything about someone and then all of a sudden, he/she started to act differently. So different, you wonder if it's really the same person. They're like complete strangers. The scary thing is, what if this is how they really are? Their real self. Their true colours. All this while, you thought you knew him/her. Then again, that might just be the impression of him/her that you wish to see and believe in. But when things started to change, you feel frustrated and somehow, helpless. What happened and why? Is it his/her fault? Or is it yours? Didn't the friendship mean anything? All the memories. Poof. Gone just like that?

I don't like the changes. At all. But it's not up to me to decide how someone leads his/her life. It just sucks how everyone around you are affected by it. I cared about how you feel and I was naive enough to think that it would be mutual. What do I get in return? False hopes and more lies. I'm still trying not to expect too much from people. I'm tired of being disappointed all over again.

Peer pressure is just highly influential, don't you think?

xoxo

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